Deep Revelation

I haven't posted anything on m blog in a long time but this I dont want to forget.

Its only been a month since we have moved to Fuerteventura and the days have been exciting, mesmerizing, enchanting, blessed with much sun, natural beauty, new ideas, and a relaxing pleasing vibe at the same time. This has been due to a combination of things and people which i wont mention here, but what happened to me about a week ago was one of the best things I have experienced.

I have been trying to get things moving here, visiting fitness/ dance gyms, meeting people, sending cvs out through email to start sharing my passion..anyway, while going through my class at home I had a revelation.

I usually really get into my movements, breathing, my body relaxes, connects, I move for at least an hour when im in that electrifying moment of mine...I quite often feel everything a lot stronger too, might feel like crying...I often go through stages actually, where Im first not thinking much just concentrating on which move comes next, looking around, absorbing what I see, feel...then I go through a fast creative and imaginative stage where my best ideas come together, fast like a cheetah! And its like pure positivity in like visual flashes. These ideas also come together perfectly, like putting together pieces of a puzzle only in fast motion and once im finished with the puzzle Im pure confident they will work and that is the way it is. Then finally I go through the stage where the is no more flow of anything, my mind is empty but feelings are heightened now, incredibly awesome and pleasing feelings, a trance in darkness, my eyes start wanting to roll back, and the eyelids almost shut. This is the stage where I then do my second half of my class on the floor, a flowing combinations of what I can only describe as fitness repetitions with yoga stretches (hate how words can never truly describe anything, you must really try and feel it to understand).

Closer to the end of this last half, its more meditative, arms are flowing, eyes are shut, energy flows to the tips of my fingers...at the position where Im lying down my palms come together on my chest to say thanks, then arms go out pulling all the energy from around into and towards my body to bless all of it and heal it with my own energy. My tongue is touching the roof of my mouth, my eyes centered on my plexus/ 3rd eye. I then sat up, as always on the lotus sitting position, still eyes closed, focusing on my 3rd eye, put palms together at the back to ask for forgiveness. relaxed brought palms back together at the front to ask for thanks bringing the arms from out in inviting all the positive energy from around me to charge me, enrich me, electrify me, and at that moment I had an incredible image come to me. There in darkness I saw 2 eyes staring at me. I can still picture as if it had been now. Two dark eyes staring into me. Mysterious, but confident, cold and warm at the same time. Animal like but human somehow. I see myself into those eyes. They are me! But its not my body! The image distances a little, as I want to see who or what it is...and a little more reveals what I can clearly see was a trunk. The trunk of a magnificent grey black elephant.

It was one of the most incredible split moments of my life. I have no idea why the elephant. I hadnt been looking at images of elephants and had been so focused on getting things moving here...but somehow felt perfect. Felt great! Felt right inside me!

Elephant Mandala Symbolism